Right out of the blue when you least expect it, shit just happens...

I AM NOT OKAY, I AM NOT OKAY AT ALL!!!!!

The truth is:

I am missing something. The thing I love the most, the face I wish it would be here beside me right now, the brother whom I can never get back, my soul... So what would I do with that? What would anybody do besides lie?

I am lying when I smile, I am lying when I breath, I am lying when I think there will be eventually a future...